Dual Coast

Charlene (1976) by C. Z. Heyward

The scent of moonlight was trapped in my nostrils when

Chortles of the cockcrow overflowed from my ears and
drowned My eyes announcing another chance

A mere man-child
My lanky limbs begged the aching between my legs to cease
But I couldn’t help but think about her

She was licorice and smelled of nutmeg

Breakfast was calling

My grandmother would pulverize tablespoons
of charcoaled beans
So’s they’d simmer into liquid midnight

There was cornbread
Honey toned like my grandma Lina
Bacon
Eggs if the chickens were layin’ right

But I loved my sips of coffee best
Slurping her in
Her texture warm and wet
Echoes of a Carolina blossom

She became my tutor
and I learned to slowly savor
The notes of bull grapes and
juniper and
oak skirted in Spanish moss

My first kiss tasted like coffee

Now coffee tastes like my first kiss

Mornin’ comes

And I still ache like a boy.